On the up.

well as i was walking back from placement as i was seeing smiling faces all day i actually thought to myself sod this the future looks amazing for once

I aint cut for like just over 2 months

and for me to say for once in 5 years that i want to see what the future has planned for me is a big step.

Yes i know alot of work needs to be done before i am every entirely happy with myself but hoping that'll come in time.

Two years ago when i first joined this site i was a very depressed little vunerable girl who just wanted out.

Things have been and will be tough along the way but tbh i am trying to focas on the good things.

1. Being i have not cracked since my counsellor discharged me.
2. Turning up to college and actually LOVING it.
3. Turned up at the shops today when i rang this lad to see if he could see me a whole lot of my old mates showed up and we actually had a giggle.

Big thing for me aswell is that in some pictures i can actually say i look really pretty.

But there is still some work to go but wanting to do it without professionals and see if i can actually do something without relying on others.

Sorry such a long post lol

[Kiss Me Furfrog]

Laura i am SO proud of you gorgeous!!
*squishes*
This is such a nice thread to read....I'm so happy things are looking up for you.
Two months SI free is an amazing achievement! Well done! =]

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Originally Posted by lolly_x

Big thing for me aswell is that in some pictures i can actually say i look really pretty.

I am really really pleased to hear that.
You are one BEAUTIFUL girl.
=]

xoxo

[Hope_Forever]

Good job, I'm really proud of you.

[Tig]

Aw Laura, this brought tears to my eyes. That's so fantastic sweetheart, I am so so proud of you & so so pleased for you!
xxx

[~~Kirsty~~]

i liked reading that and well done on your achievement, i'm proud of you, look after yourself. kirsty x

[shadowedseraph]

Well done you :) *big squishes*

[Cazki]

Thats excellent!! Well done!! Its a brilliant achievement! Im so proud of you.

Take care all the best Ian

[Kuwairo]

GO YOU!
That's amazing to read.
And, you ARE pretty. I'm glad you can see that sometimes.

[Misunderstood.]

Such a wonderful post to read Laura. Really smashing,..I can tell by the way you post at the moment [apart frm thread starters obv lol] that you're feeling better generally and it's just, really great!
I've been so happy to know that college isn't half as bad as you thought it might be, now that it's got going and that you're enjoying yourself there.
You deserve to enjoy life hon, you really do.
..As ever I'm just a text a way.
{positiveness hugs}

Catherine xxxx

[one_step_closer]

That is sooooo fantastic