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Triggering (SI) - Dear You
Dear You,
How do i open up to you in your face how can i speak the words i want to say when it feels lik youve muted me..
How can i come to you when you look at me in disgrace well here it goes..this is what i want to say to you...
i just want to die. i keep slicing my wrists and i feel like know one even listens or cares, i hate life rite now. i wish i would just kill myself and get it over with.
here read some of these poems i write to you and understand me i hate you just ket me die...
Burning pain in my arms,
Stops the burning tears.
Slicing the skin calms my doubts,
And helps erase my fears.
The anger is so strong at times,
And my pain becomes too much.
And I long to feel the calmness,
Of the knife's forgiving, tender touch.
As I watch my blood pour,
My sanity soars.
And I long to feel the pain once more.
To those who may not do this,
I probably sound insane.
But this is the only way I know how...
To ease the blinding pain.
They don't understand me say they want to, but they're lying
They love me,
but condemn me
don't wanna see my scars
They don't understand me my solution is their problem
don't blame me for being so sensitive
too sensitive
too high tolerance for pain
unless it goes for the soul
I cannot tolerate
the intolerant
I hear your words
Hurting down to the bone
I feel my friend
Hurting only the skin
"I don't care"
Hurts my feelings
"I care"
Causes rivers of red
If you cared
Rivers would cease to exist
If it cared
Rivers would run deep
"I love you"
The words I desire to hear
"Don't you feel me"
Words I never wish to hear again
why cant you hear me why wont you listen why wont you help me i hate you you hate me..
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