Graphic / Triggering - walking dead

[jenniferlea]

does anyone else feel like the walking dead.

do you feel like your only living cause of everyone elses need to keep you here.

mental health people keep you hanging on cause its against the law to help you finish it all.

i find no pleasure in anything and i have tried all i wanna do is go asleep and not wake up but equally not being held acountable like some frightened child by God for commiting suicide.

[Artyom]

i can honestly say i feel like that most of the time.
just numb, all the time.
its no fun.
i hope you feel better though.
im always here if you need to chat with someone.

[Stellata]

Sometimes I feel more dead than alive. I can feel like I've already died, or never been alive. Or, like I am the only person alive, and noone else sees me or hears me. That's when I'm most depressed.

Can you talk here about some of the things that you're struggling with in your life? We will do our best to help you through. Yes, there doesn't have to be the only way being the way out, there is always a way through... we just have to find it.

[jenniferlea]

there is just so much to talk about.

i feel different to other people, i dont understand how other people live with jobs relationships and social lives.

i would love to be ''normal'' so to speak.

hold down a job and relationship and all that

[Stellata]

That's pretty big stuff!

How do you feel different?

[Porcelain Child]

Quote:

Originally Posted by jenniferlea

does anyone else feel like the walking dead.

do you feel like your only living cause of everyone elses need to keep you here.

mental health people keep you hanging on cause its against the law to help you finish it all.

i find no pleasure in anything and i have tried all i wanna do is go asleep and not wake up but equally not being held acountable like some frightened child by God for commiting suicide.

That has explained how i feel most times.... and to be honest it sounds like you are talking about my life...

Why do you want to die so much, what is going on for you?

*squishes*

Claire...

[BrightStarShining]

That is exactly how I feel right now, not that I like to admit it to anyone..

You can PM me anytime if you need to hun.. What's made you feel so bad?

Take care

xxKirstenxx

[jenniferlea]

I have just been through so much and i dont know how to be happy cause i have never been happy apart from a few little things that make me smile

I am just tired and i cant see it getting any better.

Must be my borderline P.D.

[jenniferlea]

thanx for the support by the way.