hey,
I'm really sorry to here this but you can talk to me whenever you want... please do
xxxx
As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
I dont even know what I'd say...cos i havent had chance to talk about it I havent let myself think what I would say if i could...i just feel this enourmous heartache, wondering how different things could have been...
I dont even know what I'd say...cos i havent had chance to talk about it I havent let myself think what I would say if i could...i just feel this enourmous heartache, wondering how different things could have been...
I sure know how that feels, especially the last sentance. I'm just a pm away if you want to talk or anything.
Ali xox
With demons dancing off mirror images reflecting all that you wanted.
So far from perfect, onward we will strive.
Take it for what it's worth, this truth that you've realized.
You're not who you thought you were, it's time to see the other side of what you have become.
Hey, I'm so sorry and I know how you feel. I'm here to talk if you need someone.
I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
