Graphic / Triggering - no title. *potential suicide trigger*

[Guardian angel]

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Im not wanted here. And im thinking about suicide again or doing something that isnt good at all, im 3 months cut free or so. I think to myself is all this worth it. and this aint some fucking guilt trip or anything.

[Airlyeth]

3 months cut free is amazing. Well done for that!
It is worth it and I know it's so difficult to see that, but you can do this. You just have to keep pushing forward.
Please, take care.
X

[Beautifully Broken]

Aaron, 3 months is amazing. You know that it is.
Sweetheart, you will get through this.
You have so much going for you just now, you really do.
You are wanted here, and I would miss you so much if you wern't here.
You know where I am whenever you need me.
I can jump on a bus then a train no problem =]
Love and hugs,
Nic
xxx

[Sans Peur]

aaron you are wanted,I am glad you are doing soo well being cut free.

has something triggered you to feel unwanted?

[craola]

Aaron 3 months is amazing, and you should be proud, although I can imagine you dont see it. There are lots of reasons that suicide is not the way to go, think of all the people you'd leave behind, the big people, the little people. How would they cope without you? How would they go on without you?
Aaron you need to talk to someone if you're feeling like this, you cant let these feelings win, you have to beat them, and you need to get support if you need it.
Take care of yourself, talk to us. xx

[Lora]

sweetie, 3 months is amazing and inspiring it really is
you have got this far, dont give in now, you can keep going, i know you can,i believe you can, i know i dont know you, but i do know how much strength it takes to manage 3 months, so i know you are strong, and you CAN keep going

why do you feel unwanted hun?
talk to us
we are all here for you

love lora xx

[Mandimoo]

Hey aaron, 3months is fantastic, don't give up, don't make that 3months be a waste, let it have been a practise for the next 3months of your life. *hugs* mand x

[bleedingdragon]

Aaron,
Hugs you mate ,
Please listen to me my friend, i realise your thinking your not wanted round here.

But please know that there are many many people here at ryl who DO WANT YOU AROUND

I for one WANT YOU around ryl because you are a great person, you have so much to give and share, your great to talk to. Im so glad to know you,
and glad your here at ryl. Your a very supporting caring personlet no one make you believe any different.

I hear you about thinking of suicide, please please dont my friend you
need to remember what you have in your life my friend
Shona, and your family, they are your future my friend

im not pressuring you but I would miss you mate , i really would
youve shared your friendship with me and i value our friendship
very highly. I admire you greatly for facing your difficulties in your life, and still getting up and moving forward. Please remember what you have around you my friend. Yuve been there for me, weve chatted in general ,laughed,
talked about the bad times, talked about the good times and our
possible dreams and goals. I hope to share more time with you
even if its through ryl or messenger .

I d love to actually live closer to you and be there as a friend doing stuff together. but i value our connection through ryl and msn this means alot to me.

Thats fantastic news that you are 3 months cut free im so happy for you
Aaron.
YES Aaron it certainly is WORTH IT please hold onto that its so worth it
all the happiness youve already experienced and friendships youve made
and the achievements youve attained even through your difficult times

Listen i know its your battle, but i want you to lean on me mate anytime
please reach out and talk to me, im here and if i can be there when you need someone, you only have to ask me. text me, msn me, anything
dont be alone, youve helped me so much, the convo we had on msn
really helped me a hell of a lot. I wouldnt like to think you were struggling when you can talk to me, i wont judge or push you, i will be there
by your side to listen to you.
there should be more people in this world like you my friend

your friend
Dave

[howlie,]

Well I want you around, and 3 months! That is fecking inspirational Man! Focus on that, the greates thing that could possibly happen.

[Guardian angel]

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I just dont know anymore im getting shitted on. I really do want to do something im not to bothered about the whole three months of not doing anything i think to myself that its great that i havent cut, but ive OD i mean that put me in hospital for a bit, ive been writting things down to try and help and im talking to people about whats in my head and it helps to a point and i do think about the people around me when i talk about suicide it might not seem like i do but i do and ive talked to them about it.

[howlie,]

Its a start, if nothing else its still a start, thats better than nothing right?

[bleedingdragon]

Aaron mate,
Hugs you,
Im glad you posting and writing stuff down,


I hear you about getting shit on mate, can you take a break, and i hear you about wanting to do stuff to. I know you realise its good youve not cut in 3 months, ok so youve od in that time, but youve done really well to mate.

Im pleased that youve managed to write things down to help you, ive done that and it has helped me. And that your talking to people about whats in your head is great, and that its helping you to a point.

I hear you to about the fact that you do think about people around you especially over suicide, that youve talked to them about suicide to

I hope you can continue to find ways other than suicide my friend
i want you to remember im here to support you in any way you want me to. lean on me when you want to . I care about you.
and will do anything you ask as your friend.
please keep fighting and holding on mate
your friend
Dave

[Guardian angel]

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By fuck do i feel like SHIT drained again that bit more by things lol. Why oh why am i putting up with all this nothing to do with you guys in this bit. But there is no respect, there is one that i think has some that i know for sure that does have some. I think that everyone else would happily see me fuck off

[bleedingdragon]

Hey Hugs you mate,

sorry your feeling sh*t my friend, you try and take some time for yourself, shout me if you need distractin.

Im sorry your not being respected Aaron ,

And please remember mate, we dont want to see you fvck off at all
I want you to stay around here , and so do others

dont you go anywhere ok
hold on mate take some time out
dave

[bleedingdragon]

Hey Aaron,
Hugs you, I hope your managing my friend,
please keep posting when you need to. Its been great that you have been able to talk about your feelings, keep going.We are here for you,
i am here for you.
Dont forget, to shout me whenever you want to, just say hello, we can chat in general, whatever you want to do is ok with me mate.

Keep strong
Dave

[Eir]

first of all *GREAT BIG HUGS*
well done on three months, its great. it really is.
and we're here for you. we care about you.
i hope you feel better soon.
take care
annie

[Beautifully Broken]

Aaron, sweetheart you've been doing so so well. Please don't give up. You will come through this and you know if you ever need anything, then I am always here. Just a call, text and such away.
Please keep fighting honey.
I know you can get through this.
I have every faith in you.
Love you xxx

[MrsNutkin]

Aaron; I know my name won't really stick in your head but if this makes sense..I admire you from afar. I know that sounds awfully weird but I think you do so much to help everyone here. Many many people would miss you if you were no longer with us.

I can't say I understand the pain you are going through because that is happening to you and only you know what that feels like.

Open up if you can;

Syrup.

[bleedingdragon]

Hey Mate
Hugs,
I hope you are managing my friend i know you have alot going on right now. And i hope you are finding some space for yourself to
relax and be ok.
We are still here for you Aaron when you need us, just keep posting when you want to. I am allways around mate for a chat anytime
please keep in touch with me friend , you can lean on me anytime.
i allways care about you and im your friend
so let me be there with you when your ok with that.
Dave

[Mandimoo]

hey aaron, i wanted to add more to this thread, i would certainly miss you if you left ryl, nevermind if you left evrything behind. *hugs* give me a nudge if you wanna talk, i'll listen, but you need to get it off your chest to someone. mand x