I'm sorry for posting this
he's getting to me again
he's arranged for us to meet up next week and said i can decide what we do though i know they'll be no choice
i froze when he spoke to me
i couldnt breathe
i could feel him although he wasnt near
i could feel his breath even though he was away
i know he will do it again but im to weak to stop it
im useless
im sorry
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
im sorry
he lives near enough
he is out of work at the moment as well which is making him worse as he is bored
he said it'll make me better if he does it
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
*Hugs* Please don't feel sorry for posting, we are here to listen and try to support you as best as we can. I agree with the above poster that you should stop contact with this person, but by the sounds of it this is something that you are scared of doing. Is there someone that you trust that you can tell about this, so they can help keep you safe. You shouldn't have to live your life in fear like this. Take care
Kat xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
You are not useless!
You don't have to let him do this
You deserve better
What he is doing is wrong and you do not have to let him to do this.
Take care of yourself sweetie
xx
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
Maybe you could get a friend to ring you at a certain time so you can say you have to go and deal with something that's happened? That could get you out the situation for even just a day or two so we can think of more ways to help stop this. Do you think that's possible, honey?
You're not useless and you have no reason to be sorry for posting. We're listening to you and want to help and I understand how scary this must feel for you. You don't have to let anything happen that you don't want, you are worth so much more than that.
Do you think getting a friend to ring at the certain time could help, even though that friend might not know entirely the situation?
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Have you spoken to someone you trust about this? Like a counsellor, parent, teacher, friend?? If not I think it would be a good idea, so they can help you be safe. We can be here to listen and offer advice but at the end of the day we can't do something about it only you can. You deserve better than this. You can and will get through this. Take care of yourself.
Kat xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
You don't have to do this sweetie but at the end of the day it is up to you. Only you can decide to stop this but what he is doing is wrong.
You are not useless please just think about it you desrve better than this
x
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
i do
i have to
i'll make him ill if i dont and i cant be blamed for that again
it wont be rape this time though at least thats something cos im consenting
im so sorry i shouldnt be complaining its my own fault now
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
