Truth be told, I don't jave *any* advice to give ya- except;
when I ODed, I tried calling people for hours, trying to find someone to speak to, to hang with- just to stop me doing it- and no one answered their phone- and if they did- no one heard the desperation in my voice.
My point is- call someone, call them to the point they're angry with you- but don't be alone- not while you're going through this.
and it won't stop the feeling, trust me. It... it just... it doesn't.
I hope you find someone, I hope you get through- all I can tell ya is- when I ODed, it didn't stop the feeling. If anything, it made it worse.
I hope you're ok.
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