Triggering (Suicide/Sexual Abuse) - i hate it all

cobweb_smile · 24-12-2007, 12:34 PM

im sick of living in a world where nobody understands me i try to tell people that im not ok... that i will never be ok but they never seem to listen i mean even if they do there only pretending to care to steal my secrets

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i want somebody to want to listen be the time never seems right i cant deal anymore i want to die all this it isent worth it any more

Cazki · 24-12-2007, 02:57 PM

Hello im so sorry that this happened to you you didnt deserve this at all. Your not better dead at all. No one here at RYL wants you dead at all. I know what you mean about never being ok because you will constantly have this hanging over your mind and that you will never be able to move on. Do you have counseling at all?

I cant begin to imagine how hard things are for you and how much pain you are in. But over time what you need to do with a counseller is gradually put it in the past where it belongs and slowly try to move on. I know how hard this is and i know that it will take time but if you want it enough you can do this. I cant even begin to imagine the pain of what you went through. You deserve so much better than this you really do.

I believe that somewhere out there there is a better life and future ahead of you. I also believe that slowly you can get through this. I know how horrible it is to have something so terrible as this hanging over you for the rest of your life. But if you dont slowly try to move on you will just end up being a mess for the rest of your life. I really think that over time you can get through this. Again im so sorry that this happened to you. I hope that some how i have helped and that over time you can try to move on. Please keep posting and talking to us here if you need to.

Please take care best wishes Ian xxxx

jdpasino · 24-12-2007, 03:37 PM

i may not understand what you're going through, but i am here to listen....you can pm me anytime