its ok now, its stoppd bleeding (eventualy)... iv cleand it up an all, but it just looks so pathetic now, ther all pretty small and i just feel so **** about it i dont know why... its like it hurt when i did it, but lookn at it now it looks so small and insignificant, it dusnt feel like it did hurt and it doesnt feel like all the blood even meant anything, i want to go do it again... do any of u ever feel like that, like when you look at ur cuts later that they are tiny, like they dont look like anything, but it hurt and bled like hell wen u did it, but now it just looks pathetic?
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