Please don't read if you triggered easily...
Please try to get through the spelling errors, I am very poor @ spelling.
Please do not judge harshly, I can not handle it.
Please enjoy them... I have a lot to write about.
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I write for you.
I write for you,
I write for me.
I write because it matters?
I am right, because I am?
I writing, because I Am?
I write for you,
I write for me.
I write because it matters?
I write for help?
I am right for help?
I write for you,
I write for me.
I write because it matters?
These Chains that Bind me,
I can not see.
I reach...
There's nothing,
I cry to be free.
These cold dark feelings
thay capture me.
I huddle alone,
in fear and doubt,
Raise my sleeve,
and write it out.
One, two, three,
it is done
The chains that hold me,
I can not brake free.
Oh heavens shake,
I cry to be free.
A angel has fallen
can you not see?
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
I want to turn around and disappear.
No one can see me here.
That times is coming near,
That I will be just a stranger in a tear.
Dust is passing in the wind.
Life is like a song,
blink your eyes I'll be gone.
Just like dust in the wind.
Looking for a place to settle in
One day I'll find that spot, and it I will rest
No one will miss me gone.
I am six feet underground,
Found a place to settle down.
Happen to be around a tombstone,
Is all you'll see.
Please grant it be, I plea.
Please grant it be, I plea.
I want to turn around and disappear
For there is nothing here to rear
Though I keep going on, the time is coming near
That I will be just a stranger in a tear.
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
She is hurting more then before.
Does anyone hear her? Everone fears her.
She runs in pain, has to relive agian.
Does any one see her? Everone belives her?
She is hurting, more then before.
Does anyone know her?
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
Vice Grips hold,
the untold.
The heart is dark,
all is marked.
She cries in pain,
though smiles tame.
People don't know,
the pain that grows.
She hides at night,
and begins her fight.
(part left out...to graphic I feel to post)
Pain shes flashing
She is silent,
it is violent
the untold,
Vice Grips hold.
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
Nail my heart to a tree,
so it can not be free.
Wrap it in barb wire,
and call it a lier!
I can not feel no more,
why do you walk on my heart?
Like you have done a million times before.
Call my heart a lier!
Wrap it in Barb Wire!
So it can not Flee!
Nail my heart to a tree!
Like you have done a million times before.
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth
YOU KNOW WHO!
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Darkest of night,
no shadows insight.
Hide me in you,
From you know who!
Tonight the night,
Its the fight!
I lat it down,
I am not around.
You look for me,
and you can not see.
The pain I know,
it is what I sew.
Prepare to relive,
with one big heave,
red rivers flow,
and the pain goes.
Silence is now
and they wonder, HOW?
Darkest of night,
no shadow insight.
Hide me in you,
from you know who.
UNKNOWN2011
"You can't tame the outdoors. The outdoors tames you." -Christian Hollingsworth