help me to stop

04jh1911 · 02-03-2009, 01:13 PM

i carnt find enybody to talk to these things about
it just upsets my freinds
my councelerz panik nd loose controle
nd i just carnt imajine what would happen if i told ma mum or sumot :S

im trying to stop
i just have to
it only harms myself and nobody els
i hav no reason to punsih myself
yer i hate myself completley but i guss theres part ov me that dusent or i guss i woulda given up ages ago
its spreding all over my arms
scars arnt apeeling
my bf finds them uncomftable nd wants me stop
but dusnt relly talk to me propper
i hav to constantly hide my arms these days
it use to eb just wrists but its spredding
probabbly gona get worse

god i feel so alone :(
i wish i knew sombody to talk to
sombody i could tern to twety four severn

i use to have that someone
who brung joy into my life
but she got a job nd iz always preocapied
:( no1 els seems to fit the same
i want her all to myself
iz that SO selfish??

god im rambeling on naw
bet yav already stoped reading
plz tho if u havent.....
just tell me everthings gona be alwright :(

do things get better???

broken_puppy · 02-03-2009, 01:27 PM

my pm box is open

emeraldeye · 02-03-2009, 02:36 PM

As is mine, you saw in my thread that I'm trying to overcome it, maybe we can do it together, set goals for ourselves and help each other through tough times

Target Dawn · 02-03-2009, 03:16 PM

Stopping is rarely as easy as it first seems & if your having a really hard time, maybe you aren't quite ready to stop just yet. There's a time for everything, including this. I read somewhere on RYL that people should stop trying to not cut & start not needing to. That's really good advice that I think everyone should take on board. Until we find other ways to deal with things, quitting will always be harder as we'll have no other coping mechanisms for when things go wrong.
If your counsellors panicked when you told them this, they obviously don't know what they're doing & maybe you should see a different counsellor who knows about self harm.

Country Girl · 02-03-2009, 10:54 PM

We are always here to listen, 24/7.
It's hard quitting.
PM me anytime if you need to.
~HUGS~