Triggering (SI/Suicide) - I feel so alone

pyjamaqueen · 02-02-2009, 08:22 PM

My partner left me last night. I don`t know if i can survive I want to cut so badly and all I can think about is the blade in my drawer upstairs. I feel that if I don`t cut I may do something worse. Have to go to work tomorrow but don`t know how I will cope. Wish life could be easier.

Becca · 02-02-2009, 10:05 PM

I hope you get through okay and tommorow isn't too hard a day at work for you.

Tears of Solitude · 02-02-2009, 10:43 PM

Just try and take each hour at a time. Please try not to harm, just think about having to go to work tomorrow.

Is there someone you can confide in or get round while you are so low?

Jade xxx

wildly insane · 03-02-2009, 01:18 AM

Can anyone come around and keep you company? or someone you can phone? Can you distract yourself with a dvd or book or the arcade? stay strong and hope you manage to get through the night. If you think you're going to do something worse please seek some help, hugs Hannah

ravynsoul · 04-02-2009, 03:15 AM

*hugs you lots* how are you feeling now? How was work today?

airwolf282 · 04-02-2009, 04:23 AM

Hey hun,

I hope you had a chance to read my PM. Anyway are you feeling any better than before? You can be honest about it and it does help to get it out. I'm always here if you ever want to talk ok?

Nathan xo

pyjamaqueen · 04-02-2009, 11:52 PM

My partner was arrested tonight for beach of the peace after she threatened to jump in the harbour. She is spending the night in the cells. Psych won`t see her tonight as she is drunk. I feel so helpless and hate to think of her alone in a police cell. I have already cut today before this even happened really want to do it again but will try and resist.