Triggering (Substance Abuse) - meh

[~asphyxiation~]

my drug abuse started when i was 12, smoking weed, then went to speed and heroin, now i smoke weed and need to stop cos it makes me paranoid. but at the same time it helps keep me calm and i SI less. its been almost a week since ive SI'd but i have been smoking weed as much as i can. which really isnt very much but im still smoking, i need to stop for myself. i want to do a fat shot of heroin and see what happens, but i dont know where to get it. thankfully.

[Ms Tears Keep Fallin]

you don't need me to tell you that smoking weed not the best thing in the world to be doing i'm glad you can't get hold of owt stronger i hope you manage to find other ways to cope by talking to others here at ryl take care and good luck

[blondiebear]

I think Self Injury and chemical addiction are close to each other. When I quit drinking, I was able to quit self injuring for a while too.