Triggering (Suicide) - Love worth dieing for.

[Chiasma]

Ive just read a story in the creative section, Its beautiful. About two gay lads who get into a wonderful relationship. Only to find that some way down the line, one of them develops cancer and the other kills himself because he cant bare to live without his other half. Im bisexual so i feel i can empathise. Now people may be thinking " why is this kid plugging somones story in the serious section" Well it really triggered me. And not even in the sense of death and suicide. The thing that has triggered me is the beauty and love between the two charachters and that there is such a poweful bond that not even death can separate them. I feel however, that i shall never know such companionship, such love, such happiness. ever . I feel that i shall be incessantly alone, unknown and forgotten. I see light at the end of the tunnel, but, as the cliched remark goes, it seems that light is a falsehood, and is in fact a train. I feel remarkably calm. I think i will have one good nights sleep. A nice warm meal tommorow morning then go into town andd flip off the multi-story carpark. I hope this isnt seen as tip-sharing and i apologise in advance if it is. I just cant deal with being so crushingly alone and trapped inside my head. I need somone true to pull me out of theway of the train. Sadly i feel no one will come in time.

[AdoraBell]

You know what. I have not read the post you are referring to, but I am sure it was beautiful, if it made you feel this way.

One thing I can say for sure is that you -will- meet that great love. I guarantee it. Sometime. Probably not now, more than likely not within the next few years, but he/she will come along. I know that because I have seen it happen over and over and over again. As many times as I have seen failed relationships, I have seen love of such beauty, such divinity that nothing can taint it or touch it.

Just...hold on. Life IS worth living, even if you are only looking forward to and waiting for that love.

I am waiting, and this is one reason I am not currently deceased. *smiles at you*

And the best of it all? You'll meet that person when you least expect it, when you're not even looking for them.

Just...hold on to life. To hope. Above all...hold on to Love, dearest.

*hugs you*

[Chiasma]

thanks, i spose.

[PrincessVegeta_x]

Callum!

Please don't. Life really is worth living, and if you kill yourself then you won't be able to come to the Manchester meets. :(

Nobody wants you to die. I understand that the story has triggered you (I've read it too, it really was beautiful) but please, please don't do anything. Your life is too precious.
x

[The Stolen One]

*massives of hugs* Callum, you will find someone, i promise
and just think about it, when you do, wow

the story does sound very powerful (i should probably avoid reading it >.<)

but you know i'm always here for you?
Caz xxx