scared of me (trigger?)

[That One Girl]

urm
well
lately ive been thinking all these cuts are not deep enough, that i need to find a better tool. i want them to be reli deep and im scared that im thinking like this. i reli am! i don't know what to do other than not to get a better tool. grrrrr

[Nici-x]

I know how your probably feeling. I went through the same thing. I gradually changed my tools over the years. But i regret it now, because the cutting has got worse. I dont think it would be a very good idea for you to get a better tool.. because it will only make your cuts worse. Try your best to resist getting a different tool.
Are you getting any help for your self harming? If your seeing a counsellor or psych perhaps talking to them about how you are feeling, and that you are considering getting a better tool. If your not seeing anyone, perhaps considering counselling or going to your gp about it?
Take care
x x

[xanthismom]

I know exactly how you feel but i agree you should maybe go see your gp If you want you can pm me.but just be careful and take care

[claireyfairy]

*feels exactly the same*
its never enough for me....

x.x