so much to do...so little ambition..

[Merc]

yup..TONS tp get done (and this time i dont have the luxury of just doing one/two/etc a day..it has just enough time to get done..if i start IMMEDIATELY.
and im still stuck in the non-feeling/caring..no energy to push myself
or maybe im just a whiner being lazy
good possibility
i NEED to get this done..but dammit i cant get going. And IF i finally do, ithink of something else that needs doing, stop what i AM working on, start somehting else...repeat ..getting nowhere.
i hate feeling lazy...and having proof of it.
yes i know its an illness and the mess of having to go off meds the wrong way isnt helping im sure...but all i can see is im trying hard enough. Everything else feels a excuse...
i hate depression...

romp

[katkinb]

try writing a list, it always helps me focus myself when I have alot to get done, it helps you prioritise, rather than feeling over whelmed..
hope you et through everything (try and give your self a realistic target!)
kat x

[Lora]

i know how hard things can be hun,
just take one step at a time
always here for you
love lora xx

[Merc]

thx guys!
admist much internal grumbling i managed to scrub the whole tent, get daughter in for hair cut, go shopping and do dishes, then cook dinner soon...
so all in all not bad i suppose
romp