Triggering (SI/OD) - cant take it anymore

[whatsthepoint]

i dont know what to do i cant talk to anyone i know coz they just think im being depressive and wanting attention i just want to cut and and end my life. when im around my mates it just feels like im invisable and im just somethin in the background that no1 sees the onli time they notice me is if they want something i just cant take being in this world anymore i think i belong to another with my grandad also theres this boy i really love him but its like i told him but he dosent listen no1 listens anymore wheneva i try to end my life i can never really do it properley so im going to try other things i dont know what yet but ill find out sooner or later i just want to leave my sad pathetic lonely life and never return and i hope that will be soon coz i really wanna go not matter what people say to me.

[what_the?]

hey hun
I'm so sorry that you're feeling like this, but remember that there are ways of getting through this. Suicide is not the answer. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. SI is a horrible thing for anyone to go through, but that does not mean that it has to beat you. talk to someone, anyone, explain how you feel. by posting here it is clear you want help, and ryl is here for you. trust me, i know it's difficult, but you can do it.
sorry that this reply is rubbish, but i just wanted you to know you're not on your own. pm me any time xxx

[Cazki]

Hey *cuddles you* Im so sorry that your having such a tough time. Suicide really isnt the answer, there are lots of other ways you can deal with your problems. Are you able to tell us what it is that causes you to feel like this? Im sorry for the way your friends arem they dont seem bothered about you struggling. Do you have any proffesional support at all? What about your parents? Are they supportive? Could you talk to them? Have you ever thought about talking to the Samaritans at all? You can get in touch with them by email, text or by phoning them.

People would be bothered if you ended your life. It would effect alot of people in many different ways. Im glad you were able to post here. Well done for posting. If you dont have any proffesional support, perhaps you could make an appointment with your doctor, if you find it to difficult to speak to the doctor face to face maybe you could print off this thread that you made and take it along with you. Im sorry that your having such a painful time and that your friends dont listen to you, but we will listen to you, we are all here for you, you dont have to go through this alone. But please dont end your life, or do anything to hurt yourself, i care about you i dont want to see something happen to you or you get hurt. Please keep safe. Keep posting.

Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxx

[Sweetest Downfall]

*cuddles* sweetie suicide isn't the answer, trust me!
is there anyone you can talk to? is there a reason you are feeling so bad tonight?
xx