QUIT

[Karly]

Im so sick of everything..Im sick of my past memories and the pain im going through. I don't even know how much longer I can hold on.. I feel that im getting more depressed everyday I go on. I just feel like I need to end it all right now

[behindblueyes]

you don need to end it all right now. I know it is hard hunny but keep on going, you can get through this. I dont know what is going on in your life, but I am sure that you deserve to live a full life. I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time right now and if you need anything, you can talk to me.

Take care and stay strong
x Kate

[Snow White.]

Hey Karly,
Welcome to RYL *squishes*

Sounds like you're really struggling at the moment, but I'm glad you're able to reach out for some support here. The pain you're going through sounds like it must be pretty intense, but it doesn't have to be that way forever.

Past memories can be really difficult to deal with, but they can be delt with. When you begin to think of something that is upsetting or distressing to you, try and change your thoughts. It won't be easy, and take it in baby steps at first, but you can try and avoid thinking about those unpleasant past expereinces.

It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of issues and they're mainly steming from your past, such as abuse. Are you seeing a counsellor or psychologist at the moment? If you can feel yourself getting increasingly depressed than that is certianly something I would recommened, or make an appointment with your doctor and talk to them. Do you have any "real life" support around you to help you darling? Don't try and go through this alone.

I know it's hard but please don't try and act on any life-ending thoughts. Thins are hard but they won't be forever, and I'm sure one day you'll be strong enough to cope with what you're feeling and thinking - you've already shown a lot of strength by posting and making it this far, don't ive up on yourself - and remember we're all here for you.

*squishes*
Love Aimee xo

[bloodletting]

hey hun...all i can say is that when you're struggling like you are now it's important to lean on the people around you that you trust and can talk to, that includes people on here like me.
are you able to open up to your family or close friends about how hard things are for you right now? and be honest when talking to your counsellor.
your a brave young woman and a survivor and this world is a better place with you in it, please dont give up, you will get through this time in your life and things will get better.
pls talk to me about anything if you need to
stay safe xoxoxox

[Mandimoo]

Hey, welcome to RYL. I don't really know much about you so I'm gonna just give some typical advice here. I hope that's ok and that it might help you.

Suicide generally isn't worth it, and neither is the fuss after a failed attempt. The majority of suicide attempts either fail or the person changes their mind when it is too late. It's just a shame it takes something like that to change their mind. Don't die because you accidentally went too far, or because you used to want it. Don't be someone who fades away, who leaves their pain behind for others to try to deal with.

*cuddles* please use RYL to express your pain, let us try to help and if we can't, please consider seeking professional help. mand x