Triggering (SI) - How far is too far?

[Benjibum]

ok, havent cut in three weeks

-claps-

but as always, it seems whenever i stop harming myself, i find a need to harm others...

like today, i cut my friends wrist open and "drank" her blood... before ive only done it as a weird obsession thing or a sex thing, but today i REALLY wanted to hurt her... for about the last week ive been biting, cutting, slashing, punching and generally torturing my friends... its horrible...

cutting her wrist was more magnetic and... erotic? [for lack of a better word] than seeing my own wrists bleeding...

so this is when i go back to cutting, right?
if my friends are all suffering for it, it seems to be a no brainer for me

thanks for listening, Benji

[Breadsticks]

Sorry i don't have much advice to give.

But here if you want to talk .

Or maybe you should talk to someone professional, like a doctor counsellor, someone in a position to help you?

Sorry for being not-so-helpful..

Natasha x