want to cut

[Misunderstood.]

but im away from home and didnt think to bring my blade, didn't occur to me the urges would arise whilst i was here, but it should've, i've done it quite alot lately. i really feel like i need to do it. i could get a knife, but i'd feel guilty. feels like a pressure building inside that i need to let out. cant stop thinking about it.
oh this is so frustrating.

[Misunderstood.]

sorry, i've put this in the wrong section - i'm such a clutz

[xthexasylumxchildx]

plz. don't cut. i noe its hard when your away from home and an urge hits... u just feel so hopless and u move towards the blades. maybee you should play a game with your self and try and stop the urges for at least 15 min..

[Misunderstood.]

i dont have my own blade with me. if i had then i would've done it by now. it doesnt matter to me when i've cut. matters alot more when i cant and want to. ty for replying. *x*

[blondiebear]

Please find a distraction. Find a way to take care of yourself and be good to yourself.
*gives you a hug*

[Misunderstood.]

the hug-meister is here!! =D
[i did end up doing a couple {see post in SI} but they werent bad]
but i remember planning to do it again earlier but we're hours on now so i must've got unintentionally distracted which i guess is good.

[blondiebear]

That's part of why I'm blondiebear. I like to give bear hugs.
*gives you another hug*

[Misunderstood.]

=D
*gives u a hug back*

[xthexasylumxchildx]

*gives hugs all around* =)

[Misunderstood.]

aww hey you! =D
*hugs you* xxxx