hey all, im kinda new to ryl, thought id kicked my demons, but there back with avengence (i seam to remember them subbconciuosly saying to me arnie stlye "ill be back...") id quite like to get help and advice from some of my fellow vet and also get to know you, so here is about me
im 27 , bipolar (mild), personality dissorder, add, dyslexic, an addict,was abussed, self harmer. i have a pysch, cbt person.and take meds, thats the medical stuff, i grew up in spain and uk, i gamble/ play poker for a living (when i can work), live with my partner in kent, i have 3 fury children flumpeto a boer boel (south african mastiff), dino a german shepard, rosie aka the nipper a very large black farm cat, i live a a nice lifestyle and thought that i had my demons under control but lately they seam to have come back my work is incredibly high pressure(as i said before when i do work) am considering at the moment doing a degrre in investment banking and finance toi become a trader ,lol which is even more high pressure. i have a very good relationship with my partner , she really wants to help and we talk alot but there is very little she csan do except be supportive i wory about her and her feelings and the pressure i put on her i cant think of anything else for the minute perhaps theres more as i get to know people, also reading back what i have written i also seam to like using brackets and did i mention that im really really really really godd looking (zoolander) hope to hear from you alll, feel free to reply on here or message me.
pedro x
was kind hoping for more detail thanthat as , hi by the way, if you not confortable puting it in forum you can pm or if you do not wish too give out stuff like that , i understand and hi again thanks for reply.
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
thats ok, just nice to know a little about whos on the other end of keyboard
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
Hi and Welcome. Here's my resume:
Sorry, no photo. The computer with those files does not seem to be working today.
Please don't gag but I live 25 miles south of Disneyland in California. I was born and raised here in Orange County CA too. I love it but remember when it was farm land.
Lessee...clinical depression. 13 years sober, emotional physical and sexual abuse, mostly from mom. Last si see my signature.
Obese, asthma, arthritis in the ankle i broke in 2002. Natural blonde
Learning disability that I didn't know about until a few years ago. Explains why I had to take every math class twice.
Master of Arts degree in Geography with an emphasis on river conservation. Now working as a seamstress.
Married 18 years.
Road trips, exploring ghost towns.
Any questions? I hope not.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
cool nice to meet you blondie, lets hope we get more people. p
There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
Me? I'm 24, live in the Midlands (UK), trying to write up a Masters thesis in psychology/neuroscience and just got myself a temp job as an office monkey to fund myself at the same time. I've been diagnosed as having depression and, in the words of the psychiatrist 'A bit of a funny do' meaning that something's up but it's nothing label-able, it's a kind of a mini anxiety/bipolar thing - have to make things complicated me
Um I guess that's about it, my interests are drama and music primarily, but I also do Budo Tai Jutsu (AKA ninjutsu), so I'm kept pretty busy.
Hey, nice to meet you. Hope you find what you're looking for here.
As for me, I'm 29, manage a shoe shop in south yorkshire. Live with partner and 4 'kids' (Tizzy and Diesel-Dogs and Dante and Mookie-Rats)
6 ft goth, currently struggling with SI and random food issues. Drink, smoke, into music and film, skydiving and the great outdoors. Bout says it all...
If the only true wisdom lies in knowing that you know nothing, then I must be a f***ing genius
