Triggering (SI/ED) - Update on me. . .

tierra04 · 03-01-2008, 04:07 AM

So I haven't updated in a while so I thought I would. I've been working with a therapist and psychiatrist since I've been out of the hospital lately, and they both found out about my ED Monday. This has worried my therapist along with my cutting, and she is putting me back in the hospital Friday. I don't really want to go back, no one does, but I'm just really scared and nervous about this. I told my youth pastor tonight about my cutting and that took a lot of guts believe me. Another person knowing wasn't exactly thrilling to me. . . but I felt I had to tell someone I could trust. I just really need some encouragement right now about going back. I don't know why I'm so worried about going back, God knows I've been enough times. . .but yeah. Anyway there's my update.

guiltyinnocence · 03-01-2008, 04:19 AM

hey,
its good you told your therapist...must have been a hard thing to do so well done
i can understand why you're nervous and worried but your therapist obviously thinks its the best thing for you at the moment so keep that in mind
in the end all people wanna do is help you get through all this
im always here if you ever need a chat
its good you're going in and remember you've got all us behind you, supporting you all the way
*hugs*
xxxx

concrete girl · 03-01-2008, 07:02 AM

I love you & miss you, Tie. You can do this! (I'm so proud of you!)

jdpasino · 03-01-2008, 05:45 PM

i told my youth pastor when i was really young so i know how hard it is to tell someone...we all do....i'm here for ya *hugs*

tierra04 · 03-01-2008, 11:46 PM

So here's the deal. I talked to my therapist this morning, and she said if I didn't get put back in tomorrow, she was definitely putting me back in sometime soon, like next week. I don't know what to do. I really don't want to go back again, and I'm kind of freaking out. Any encouragement would be appreciated. Thanks.

jdpasino · 04-01-2008, 07:17 PM

if your therapist thinks you need to go back in then i'm sure you do....is there a reason why you don't exactly want to go back in? whatever that reason is just remember that as long as you're there you're safe and it will give you a chance to start getting better....things will improve....you can do this! *hugs*