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Personal Piece- Contains upsetting material - Poem (Triggering)
I can`t find my blade and I need it so bad, right now I`m feeling very sad.
My emotions are taking over and I need my razor soon, before my head swells up like a balloon.
I want to see that blood drip down may arm. I want to do some self-harm.
I want to commit suicide by a knife. I want to take my own life.
I`ve got over a hunder scars, so what`s one more? You`ll find me dead on my bedroom floor.
Truth is I`m already dead on the inside, so I`ll just make a cut so very wide.
I have visions of cutting my veon so deep, and people finding my body in a bloody heap.
I have a longing for cutting in my heart, and once I`m dead, it won`t restart.
Please don`t let me live anymore, I want to end up on the floor.
I want to commit the suicide some say is bad, and I won`t do it to make you mad.
Feelings are flowing through my head, I can no longer just lie in bed.
I have so many issues in my brain, I think I`m about to go insane.
So my right arm slits my vein, and my left arm smacks my bain.
Yes, now I`m dead, but I`m so happy right now, someday, somewhere, I don`t know how.
Please! I want to die right here right now! This is the pain that I allow!
Just stop hanging on to me, just let go and let me be!
Goodbye to all of you who cared, but I am the boy who dared.
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