Things are harder now

_Faint_ · 05-12-2012, 03:10 PM

Am seeing things again and voices are telling me i cant trust anyone including my husband ...My husband will not give me 50mg of my anti psychotics ( under drs orders ) because he says am becoming dependent on them and that i should be trying other things apart from medication.
The things am seeing are demon dogs and zombie like people ...i have seen then before when i was really ill ...there telling me not to eat anything because its poison ...Am listening to music hopefully its helps
I have tried other things as well
Unsure what else i can do ...i think i need my another 50mg of my medication but my husband will not give it to me
Maybe he wants me to not eat maybe he thinks am too fat to eat that's why he isn't giving me the medication as a punishment or its a test to see if i can go with out my medication for so long
I must pass this test

WishIFeltBetter · 05-12-2012, 03:37 PM

Have you called the doctor? Can you get to his office somehow and get him to help you in the doctor's office with the meds you need?

_Faint_ · 05-12-2012, 03:56 PM

My husband gave me an extra 50mg because i was shouting at the voices and told him that i was going to be poisoned
he ate some of my lunch with me to prove it wasn't poisoned

WishIFeltBetter · 05-12-2012, 04:04 PM

Glad to hear it.. [hug] I hope things get better for you.

_Faint_ · 05-12-2012, 04:12 PM

Thank you

_Faint_ · 05-12-2012, 11:39 PM

The voices are saying that there is going to be a big war
there saying really scary things ...and am seeing things like peoples skin being ripped apart ...Its very triggering
I cant stop them from saying these things i have taken my night meds
My husband wants me to go to bed but am too scared to
I have the drs in the morning so i really need to sleep
I can talk to the dr about this tomorrow