Drew are you alright, you were worrying me yesterday. please tell me you are okay?
I tried to send this Pm but the system said you wont accept pm's right now. this got me really really really worried.
Hey Drew, just messaging to check up on you and see if you are ok. i hope and pray you are ok , you were really worriying me last night. i hope you are feeling a little better today remember. you are a good person and an important who would be greatly missed if anything ever happened
hugs.
ciarna
Last edited by metal_fiddler : 24-03-2012 at 04:14 AM.
Do your demons, do they ever let you go?
When you've tried do they hide deep inside
is it someone that you know You're just a picture
you're an image caught in time
We're a lie, you and I we're words without a rhyme
There's no sign of the morning coming
you've been left on your own
Like a rainbow in the dark just a rainbow in the dark
~Dio
Ciarna is absolutely right - you are a very good person and you would be very much missed if something were to happen to you. I'm also hoping and praying that you're all right. We wouldn't be messaging you, and people wouldn't be commenting on your threads, if we didn't love you. <3 I know I can't imagine the pain of all you're going through, but it is possible to feel relief from that pain without having to end things. If you're not alive, you can't feel relief at all, and I know that relief is what you truly want. No matter what your thoughts may be telling you, you do deserve to live and to feel happy. You've done enough blaming of yourself, dear. I'm thinking of you. <3
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
I am so very glad you are still around! Iwas starting to get very worried about you, and yes you deserve worry because as stated many times before you are a good person. You are not better off dead, things will change things always change and if its as bad as you think you can deal with then it can only get better. we all want you around Drew, don't forget that. but im glad you are still here. *hugs
Do your demons, do they ever let you go?
When you've tried do they hide deep inside
is it someone that you know You're just a picture
you're an image caught in time
We're a lie, you and I we're words without a rhyme
There's no sign of the morning coming
you've been left on your own
Like a rainbow in the dark just a rainbow in the dark
~Dio
Drew, I know I haven't been able to get on as much, and I'm very sorry for that, as I know I couldn't support you in your hard time. But, I need you to know that I may not be here, but you're still my best friend. I love you so much, I hate seeing you so hurt. You can always, always PM me, hon. About anything at all. *Hugs* We're all here for you, I promise.
~ I'll Paint You A Picture, I'll Paint It With A Twist, I'll Paint It In Red, With The Canvas On My Wrist.~
Drew, we love you and care very much about you. Maybe therapy didn't work for you in the past, and I'm sorry if you didn't have the best experiences with it. But you owe it to yourself, and to all the people who care about you, to give it another try. I myself have been to many therapists before I finally found one who was able to help me get better. The same goes for anti-depressants/medication, which can help you to feel better so you can work through these issues once and for all.
That dark cloud will not always be hanging over your head, dear. I know it's hard to believe that until the sky really does begin to clear, but I never thought it would improve for myself, nor did many other recovering members here. Drew, you can still live a very happy life and you owe it to yourself to do so. We're all here for you and will support you however we can.
<3 Stay strong and keep fighting, you're far too important to give up.
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
Drew, I know I haven't been able to get on as much, and I'm very sorry for that, as I know I couldn't support you in your hard time. But, I need you to know that I may not be here, but you're still my best friend. I love you so much, I hate seeing you so hurt. You can always, always PM me, hon. About anything at all. *Hugs* We're all here for you, I promise.
Drew, we love you and care very much about you. Maybe therapy didn't work for you in the past, and I'm sorry if you didn't have the best experiences with it. But you owe it to yourself, and to all the people who care about you, to give it another try. I myself have been to many therapists before I finally found one who was able to help me get better. The same goes for anti-depressants/medication, which can help you to feel better so you can work through these issues once and for all.
That dark cloud will not always be hanging over your head, dear. I know it's hard to believe that until the sky really does begin to clear, but I never thought it would improve for myself, nor did many other recovering members here. Drew, you can still live a very happy life and you owe it to yourself to do so. We're all here for you and will support you however we can.
<3 Stay strong and keep fighting, you're far too important to give up.
i know you guys do....it means the world to me..even tho i dont feel like i deserve it....
the thing about therapy is that when i went..it was because i attempted suicide..because i was badly bullied..i was bullied for more then 8 years...
last time i went ..it was group thearpy..and lets just say that it wasnt a good experince...
but when all the really bad stuff started happening to me(5 suicides etc)...i could never be open about it...
and now looking at it...i honestly dont think it would change anything..it wouldnt bring my best freind and his family back...
if there is a light at the end of the tunnel..i really dont see it...
