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So close to breaking
I havent cut now for a couple of days, due to maily 2 things, the person i love asked me to stop & the fact im going on holiday and i dont want anything showing. But today i met up with this lad and he told me hes getting into this girl, which really started putting urges into my head, But i went for dinner with him and went back to his and just had a good laugh. But then the girl posted on facebook that they were in a relationship, but had gotten the wrong end of the stick, but its really pushed me to the point i just want to cut, I'd thought i'd made this person cheat, and im against that and i felt like such a awful person, and now i feel awful for thinking the lad would do that as if i didnt know him and i think ive completely ruined the idea of seeing him like i did today. And now i just want to cut so so bad, its all i can think about and ive got nothing to calm me, they're just too much. Im just flipping at anything and loosing trust and faith in everyone and see no point at all.
Last edited by Smileintheeyes : 08-02-2012 at 11:16 PM.
Reason: Got something wrong -.-
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