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Scared and lonely...
All it is anymore is just scary, I'm afraid to live, love, and die. I'm afraid of being myself. I haven't had anything to do with suicide in months, and then last night all I could think about was burning myself. I haven't EVER thought that way before, the most it ever got to was cutting in the past. All I could think of was a way to SI without breaking my promises not to cut. So I thought of burning, but was to scared to. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't cry and I can't cut. I want to burn, but I'm to scared to. Help?
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