Triggering (Suicide) - Sorry to post again, seing my psych later!

[LuvableLyssie]

I'm so worried, I feel like crap

Don't get me wong Dr C is absolutley lovely to me, I just feel so nervous! The appointment is at 4, my mum wants to come with me but probably isn't able to, and I really don't want her to come with me becuse I want enough time to talk on my own with him.

I'm utterly stressed out of my skull, can't stp jittering my legs. I'm having headaches which I'm putting down to the stress, broken sleep also. I can't think straight, I'm dissociating like crazy. I want OUT! Just feel so so low it's unreal!

The little girl I'm seeing - I feel like killing her, feel like I need to!! Just need to get out of this, so bad! Need to finish this all off

My head, arrrrghh!

Don't feel right!

[PassedExpectations]

you certainly have the right to tell your mom that you need time to talk alone. or maybe you could compromise? give her the last five min or something?

[LuvableLyssie]

I told my mum and she's not coming and that's fine with her, and obviously me. I really didn't want her there anyway lol. Thanks so much for yor message! Nervous!

[moke]

Good luck, hope it goes well :) x

[LuvableLyssie]

Thank you lots. Just on my way. My anxiety has gone thru the roof! Argh! X

[ghosts in the machine]

I hope the appointment went well for you. How are you feeling now? Has the anxiety eased?

[LuvableLyssie]

Hiya, I posted another thread I think called "Anyone tried Mirtazapine?x" so you will be able to see how it went there but it went well, my psychiatrist was lovely as usual :) Anxiety has eased a bit which is brilliant. I'm okay, bit wacked out from the Mirtazapine but I'm having a rather large coffee!