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Triggering (SI) - Given up?
You guys know about my friend Rani, and all the crap I have been going through... I think I've had enough.. I seam to have given uo on recovery for now.. I have way to much on my plate at this time.. I can't handle anything else.. And right now, all my friends have noticed I have been happier at school, since the start of this week.. Every day this week I have cut before doing to school, or at school. They say I'm not a zombie, and I smile more. And I just look happier.
So for now I don't think I myself, or anyone else, can handle this. I'm sorry to everyone who had their hopes held high for me... I really just can't do it right now...
I will start trying to recover again in the summer, when I don't have school, or as many people around. And it's warm, and I'ma wanna swim xD So... Well.. I guess that's it...
Sorry, again ~~Bri.
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