this is all because of my ex, at the beggining i was dealing very well witht that, but today i feel totally sad, abandon, alone and all that stuff, i know some people who can give me weed, and im very serious about it.
im not afraid to do it, i just wanna feel better.
Relying on any form of drug isn't really a good way of coping with things long term, no matter how much it seems like it might help for now.
Is there anyone you can talk to about either how you feel, or stuff that's going on with your ex? Or if you don't really feel like talking, is there just someone/some people you can be around instead?
Take the money you would have spent on weed, and spend it on something for yourself instead. Have a bit of a pampering session, dye your hair, buy a new top, go to the cinema (there's some cracking films out at the moment), buy a new cd or some songs off itunes or something.
In short, weed's not really going to help your situation, talking about it, or making yourself feel better in a positive way may not help at first, but it'll set the ball rolling in the right direction.
Take care of you, and pm me if you want to talk or anything,okay?
"Watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it."
I promise that smoking weed will not help you, no matter what your situation is. I was a classic pothead and it didn't help me once. The definition of insanity is repeating the same behavior expecting different results. If weed caused problems in your life, it will again and again. The most important thing to do when craving drugs is to connect with your support system and just don't pick up that first drug or drink, no matter how tempting.
Throw away those dealers' numbers, go stay with a friend who supports you abstaining from drugs, do whatever you have to do. Keep coming back.
That's a craving I've had more times than I'd care to remember. I pretty much can't stand the smelly green any more, but back in the day when it was hard to get hold of I couldn't get enough.
You're honestly better just off getting in a few beers and watching a movie with some good friends, I've had much more good experiences that way than I ever did on weed, everything in moderation though.
I get that feeling too with weed, really feel like i need it, then after i feel like total s*** and my anxiety sky rockets, and sometimes the paranoia us unbearable. I try to abstain now but occasionally have my slip ups and feel crap all over agin.
I sympathise with you totally. I wish i never found the stuff though.
like the others said try and resist the temptation.
sorry im not much help
Take care
Fi
xxx
Changes can come from many, but only when the many come together to form what is invincible, the power of one.
I used weed for 4 years, and sometimes still slip up and get a sack. I was your classic pothead, smoked almost all day everyday. But one thing I do know for sure is that weed does not help. It may seem like it sometimes, but when the high is gone you feel worse, and sometimes even during the high you feel worse. Its better to find something positive to do then smoking reefer.
Try and find someone that you can trust and hangout with them, someone that doesnt use the drug. It took me awhile of being away from the people that I used to do drugs with to be able to stop, and sometimes i still cant hangout with them for fear of going back to all the drugs i was on. Drugs do not help in the long run.
Take care of yourself and try n find something positive to do to take your mind off of things.
I sometimes smoke weed and it does make you feel better for a while, but then you comedown and you feel exactly the same as you did before and you have just wasted £10/20 for that. Try not to give in x
