keep drinking...

[Merc]

...and i wonder why.
i dont get drunk anymore...most nights i really dotn even want a drink, but it is going to happen, i will end up having one. It seems a chore that you have to do if that makes sense...
so why keep on when i get next to nothing from it?
wekll i must be getting something or i wouldnt do it i guess...
maybe it jsut makes all those puills easier to swallow?
who the hell knows...
i guess there was no point to this..
maybe just thought seeing how stupid it is, written out would do soemthing...
romp

[craola]

Romp I know you can beat the drinking,
you have overcome so much in the time i've been here, and I know you can beat this. You dont have to give into it and you dont need the pills.
Im sorry I dont have any useful advice, i just wanted to let you know that I believe in you. Stay safe hun.
Aimee xx

[phoenix]

romp u will get through this i beleive you can

it is difficult to give up especially with other things going on but stay focused you can do this

[SugarKane]

I know what you mean about not even really wanting to drink but just doing it anyway, because it's so habitual. I have sat and looked at my drink and thought, why am I doing this? But still carried on. I know it makes no sense to a lot of people to even act that way, and it doesn't even make sense to yourself and ends up making you feel even worse that you don't seem to be in control any more. I really hope you can overcome this and heartfelt best wishes, so many people have beaten it who thought they couldn't including myself, please be one of them x

[The Midnight Crazies]

Perhaps it's just boredom? Replace drinking with some hobby or anything? Besides your meds won't work when drinking and when drinking you're more likely to need any meds as being drunk all the time pretty much is similiar to full blown bipolar disorder.

Marte