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Confused
I was feeling fine one minute then I had my evening snack of biscuits and I just kept eating and eating and I dont know why. I havent binged in so long. Consequently, I felt like I had to get it out, so I did, it felt good but awful at the same time. Then I felt like I needed to hurt myself. I felt so out of control. I wished that I hadnt eaten more than I should have done, then I wouldnt have gotten myself into such a mess. Now Im scared of doing the same thing and I dont know how to manage it. My head is such a mess, I dotn even understand why I started doing it because I was feeling ok and I had had a good day. Maybe there are things that Im tying to avoid and thats why it happened, but it doesnt feel like it - I dont know :/
Last edited by sherlock holmes : 31-08-2010 at 08:50 PM.
Reason: removed trigger label to fit in with the new changes, please see the thread in forum and community questions
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