Triggering (SI/Suicide) - sorry.

x-mixedemotions · 13-03-2008, 01:16 AM

sorry to come here again
im an attention whore, or something
i dont want to live through tonight
everythings to difficult now
support, or something?
someone to talk to on msn? please?
mixed

Sadkitten · 13-03-2008, 01:58 AM

Hey, whats wrong? stay strong, hope u feel better soon x

x-mixedemotions · 13-03-2008, 04:30 AM

shaking
triggered
please make it stop

Misunderstood. · 13-03-2008, 04:36 AM

there's no need to apologise, hon.
add me on msn if u like - thestreets144@hotmail.com or i'll keep checking back here. u arent an attention whore, we all need support from time to time. what has triggered u? how r u feeling? what r u thinking about?

xxxX Catherine

Stellata · 13-03-2008, 09:05 AM

Do you have a sense of what triggered you and why? Could you write some about that here? We can help you find alternative ways of coping when you feel so distressed.
How're you doing today?

airwolf282 · 13-03-2008, 10:10 AM

Hey Mixed

((((((hugs)))))) to you.

I don't believe you are seeking attention or anything like that. People who are just seeking attention are happy when They get it. For someone that is suffering severe depression, all the sympathy in the world doesn't make them the least bit happier.

You can talk to me on MSN. Just PM me and I'll give you my MSN address.
Can you take some time out to relax.......this would be of benefit.

It might help if you can keep posting and let us know why you feel so bad. Do you know what the trigger is?

Nathan

PS: love the Pingu avatar ;)

Just Believe. · 13-03-2008, 12:26 PM

Tilly honey I hope you're ok.
You know you can text me anytime sweetheart.
Please look after yourself, I'll speak to you soon.
*cuddles*
x

Cazki · 13-03-2008, 03:45 PM

Hiya there im very sorry that your having such a difficult time right now. *Gives you a big hug* I know that what your going through isnt easy but it doesnt mean that you cant get through this. Could you talk to us about what it is thats made you feel like this? Do you have any support at all? (If you have one) have you spoken to your counseller how your feeling? Im so sorry for the pain that your going through. This link is Called *How suicide effects those around you* http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1405

You can get through this please dont give up please keep fighting through this. Things wont be like this forever, things will get better. Be gentle with yourself try not to be too hard on yourself as that will only create problems. We are all here for you and we will support you for as long as you need it. We all care about you so much. I know its incredibly difficult when your feeling really low but we are here to support you ok. Please try not to get yourself worked up, take a step back form everything for a moment and take lots of deep breaths. You can get through this. You are not an attention whore, no way

No one wants to see you get hurt anymore than what you already are, that includes me other people here, and your friends and family. I know that things are not good for you now but they wont always be like this. Have you thought about writing down your thoughts and feelings? Its important that if you do decide to write down your thoughts and feelings that you combine both the positive things and the negative things together so that you dont end up writing down just the negative things on there own. Make sure that you keep safe, none of us want to see you get hurt any more than what you already are you dont deserve it.

Please keep distracting yourself as much as you possibly can, there are lots of things that you can try here are some of them, listening to music, doing jobs to keep you busy, watching a movie, going for a walk and posting on the fun and distractions forum. Please keep talking to us, you dont have to go through this all on your own, we are here for you. Please take care its important that you look after yourself.

Take care best wishes Ian

x-mixedemotions · 13-03-2008, 06:08 PM

Thanks for al the replies.
Things just got too much yesterday and i was alone and went really weird when i took my sleeping tablet. I almost took an overdose but managed to get myself out of it...I dont really know why, its going to be the same tonight, i know it is, its the same night aftr night and its getting me to much.
im sorry to anyone that read this that i know. im fine. or i will be.
im just sorry. thank you for the support. take care x

__T · 13-03-2008, 07:50 PM

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Originally Posted by mixed_emotions

Thanks for al the replies.
Things just got too much yesterday and i was alone and went really weird when i took my sleeping tablet. I almost took an overdose but managed to get myself out of it...I dont really know why, its going to be the same tonight, i know it is, its the same night aftr night and its getting me to much.
im sorry to anyone that read this that i know. im fine. or i will be.
im just sorry. thank you for the support. take care x

You dont need to be sorry darling.

T'is better than bottling it up.

You know where I am if you want/need me =]
x