Triggering (Suicide/Sexual Abuse) - DID, i just need to "be" until tomorrow
help ium confiused. i need help
i have DID
my psych session is tomorrow
i have to get there, through this'3 of them agter me
and im scared and tired of fightintg them
help please
Hi. I hear a voice, and it makes me very tired trying to fight her or overcome her. Sometimes I find that simple distractions help; listening to music, watching TV, tidying up, having a shower. Try simple thigs that take up your time.
Sorry if I wasn't much help x
I don't know what to do, iam losting my grip on everythign.
last time they casmje out they cut me really bad, 89 stitychjes bad
i cant let tht happen again, what if i dont get through the nigh?
Last edited by bleeding black : 10-03-2008 at 06:29 PM.
Reason: i dont know how to stay alive until tomorrow.
help i have three new alters and they are so close to getting me, they are really hurt, but the only way they seem able to express it is through cutting
i cant hold on to myself much longer, im going to switch n im scared
hey there, hope you are feeling a bit better. If you need to chat then PM me, I'll be here okay?
Take care x
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Hey, im Matt,
i have DID,
been diagnosed with it for a while now,
i can explain some stuff if you need some first hand experiance = /
sorry im not much of a talker.
PM me ok?
RYL Family
Bleedingdragon (Dad)
For It's Easier For Man To Destroy The Light With In Himself,
Hey guys, thanks so much. I'm sorry i was so erratic, things get kinda wild.
I made it through, though i didnt sleep at all, i kept climbing into bed and then find myself sitting on the floor in the corner, this happened all night, never sleeping. But i got to my psych appointment, which was the aim, and im suprised at how little it helped. I've been diagnosed for over a year and a half, maybe longer still, its just these alters are so different in all sorts of ways and its challenging to sayh the least.
Though it fades and changes, the feeling of the guys being around stays. It isn't cool, i have to be sweet n healthy, i need to get through psych and art and prove myself, to me and mum. I wish she was trustworthy
If it got worse, my dr told me to call a helpline...or her *shrugs*
Matt, thanks i will, and if you need anything you pm me too ok?
And everyone else: zowie, destructogirl, Darking Dawn and Hollz
We are sorry that you all are stuggleing we understand that the new ones are so very scared it is understandable
they are trying to express themselves they only way they know how
some time drawing help us to get out things
how old are the new ones ?
we are here if you want to talk
We are sorry that you all are stuggleing we understand that the new ones are so very scared it is understandable 
