Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Holding onto strings that are breaking.
Everything right now is completely messed up.
My self harming.
My depression.
My thoughts.
My body.
My life. Its just... messed up.
My ex boyfriend, back in touch. Not sure about this.
My job, almost dont have one. Because of a lip piercing. Suspended today. Meeting friday. Pah.
Friendships messed up.
Relationships messed up.
Ive. Fallen. Apart.
Again.
Help?!
i basically just want to die right now.
**If You Love Someone Or Something Enough, Set Them Free.**
Hi there. Just wanted to say that I was thinking about you, having read your thread. Firstly, how can a company sack you because of a lip piercing, that is ridiculous. Are you just reflecting about things, or do you feel unsafe at the moment.
I am here to talk to if you need a chat okay, pm me or i'm on msn okay, just don't let things bottle up on your own.
Take care, Holly x
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I don't have much good advice as my brain is scrambled.
But i did want to point out you can buy clear plastic labret retainers. It might solve the job problem.
Please don't die, hang on in there. When things hit rock bottom they can only get better.
Keep talking to people and look after yourself
xxx
don't cut hunni, it is not worth it. what is making you feel like that?
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I would believe you, but that doesnt mean iuts the end let me hug you.......... somedays can be so hard. Please dont hurt yourself i really care, someday you will be so glad you found the strength to carry on. Trust me.
Let me now how you're doing xxxxxxxxx
Wish i could tie you up in my shoes....make you feel unpretty too...
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see......
You're still here in my heart.
*cuddles*
Tilly I don't have any words right now but you know I'm just a text away at anytime if you need someone to talk to or if you need anything at all.
You're a special person, try and take care?
xxx
Bad things stop - so do good things. The trick is to not get too happy or too sad and just keep a nice balance. If you resent thing that go bad it makes everything worse as you become more and more sensitive to less and less and the misery quotient goes up and it takes less stress to sink your boat. Your young, healthy, have education and nice looks. Screw the piercing and keep the job. Be fair with your friends and don't hang your happiness on them. The good ones will stay around and the others wont matter. I know you fel bad - but your torturing yourself somewhat and learning to modify that will make a lot of issues just fix themselves. Cool your jets then.
