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21-02-2008, 02:22 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Florida
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Triggering (Suicide) - i'm so close to giving up. it's so hard!
It hurts worse to keep myself around then to get rid of myself.
I can't TAKE it.
everything is going wrong.
I'm failing school. I went from straight A's to D's and F's.
It's because iI can't even bring myself to do work. I can barely get myself to school every day.
I found out that my boyfriend was only dating me until he found someone else, and that he was trying to plot with his friends the meanest way to break up with me. Which just about made my life a million times more miserable.
and I don't think I can face my parents when I get my report card. They're gonna be so mad and I don't think I can take it anymore!
I know it sounds selfish.
and it's killing me even more knowing how selfish I am. But I feel even more selfish trying to lean on people on the internet for support, I should be able to keep it to myself, or just make it all go away!
I'm so sorry for posting here so much, I feel like i'm asking for too much.
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small, simple, safe price, rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
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21-02-2008, 03:42 AM
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Give every man thy ear, but few thy voice.
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: In your mind...
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Your not pathetic.
I can understand how horrible it is when everything falls through, and I'm sorry your boyfriend did that to you. But really, if he was that mean, it doesn't seem like it was worth it to date him anyways.
However, I know this doesn't help any. I'm not sure anything I say could...
Just know that you have a purpose, and it will be impossible for you to leave here until that purpose is fulfilled. You're meant to be here, and everything will be alright. Lean on us for support. It's alright. Post as much as you would like. No one here will mind.
PM me if you need, and please bear in mind that everyone is always here for love and support.
*hugs*
Tiffany
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I do not want to know myself. I do not want to be myself. I know better, so I will strive to be better.
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22-02-2008, 12:41 AM
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Bringing back the lost art of Sewing
Join Date: Sep 2007
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Your ex-boyfriend sounds like someone you don't want to be around, or even be around his friends if they tolerate such rude and cruel behavior.
Is there some reason about your grades? Might you have depression? Is there a counselor at school that you can talk to?
None of this sounds selfish. It okay to need and ask for help. I'm doing that myself right now, learning how.
You are a worthwhile person who is having a difficult time.
Hugs
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My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
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22-02-2008, 03:30 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Florida
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I think I might be depressed, but I don't really want my mom getting involved... My mom being more active in my life at all i not something that I think i can handle...
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small, simple, safe price, rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
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22-02-2008, 06:45 AM
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fallenangel1709
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: ga
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yu not pathetic and yur not selfesh evybody needs someone to lean on
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SIGPIC]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back
if you ever need to talk send me a message at anytime
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