Don’t understand

[Fire Fly]

I don’t get it. 2019 was the last time I felt this shit. 2019 was the last time I was in hospital. Things are and have been so much better for me. So why do I feel this tearful and low. I’ve been tearful since then but then I haven’t thought that I wish wasn’t alive. I feel like life isn’t worth it. I feel like I take so much on and I feel like I’m drowning and ultimately I still feel like life isn’t worth feeling g like this. So why am I still alive. I feel alone I feel like I just want to finish for one and for all. But why.

[not_so_insig]

Hi we have moved to www.ryryl.com now. It's more active than here and you are more likely to get a response if you post on there. Just didn't want for you to get downhearted at lack of response here.

[Fire Fly]

Thanks lovely.