It's really great that you are looking for help and advice on how to move forward from these issues. As Tinkles said, it's probably not in the right forum but please don't worry, you aren't in any trouble. It might be more helpful for you to post in Mental Health Support or in General support.
I'll put a report in to the mods so they can help you move it if you aren't able too.
What would you do if your boyfriend hasn't contacted you for 2 weeks, and your carrying his child? But then you slept with your ex and made the situation even worse.
Would that make me a 'bad' person?
I think I would contact your boyfriend and ask him why he has not spoken to you. Does he care about the baby?
I wouldn't say what you did would make you a 'bad' person, but the deed was bad.
I would ask myself who I want to be with and make sure that I loved that person. Like say, if you loved your ex but not your boyfriend I would talk things out. Keep him in the babies life but not be in a relationship with him.
If you love your boyfriend then don't do it again and stay away from your ex.
I hope everything works out for you. hugs.
“When a man is pushed, tormented,defeated, he has a chance to learn something.”
― Ralph Waldo Emerson
I've tried that, he won't contact me at all, he's ignored my calls, texts, emails, letters, voice-mails, won't answer the door to me.. What more can i do? i don't know, i think so, i'm not to sure to be honest.
Right now, i don't want to be with him. Yes i have 'feelings' for my ex, because he's my ex and i have history with him, but with my boyfriend i've actually got something special a baby growing inside me.
Perhaps it is just a case of giving your boyfriend time to calm down and get his head around things. Maybe try backing off for a little while, then trying again, difficult as that might seem.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
