Slap in the face

[SoopahLikeSchneidah]

After a few weeks of crash dieting, I'm now supposed to eat 3 meals a day, and snacks. I got tired of arguing with everyone, so I just went along with it. Ate as little as I could get away with. I exercise in the morning and at night, an hour each time.

Went jeans shopping today. Had to pick the ones on the very bottom of the pile. Three thin girls came over as this was going on, looked at each other, giggled, and took some from the top of the pile.

Needless to say, having a not so great self-esteem day. (aka, sitting in my room bawling my eyes out. cool.)

Anyone else have the embarrassment & shame of wearing 'the bottom of the pile'? Because it sucks.

[NeverBetter]

hugs hunni im here if u wanna talk
u know some people may weight extremly less then sum1 who looks thin but it depends on our ages your bone struture size
how wide your hips are how tall you
are just ignore those girls they arent worth getting upset over ..........
i know a few people who look thinner than me but actually they weight alot more clothes size doesnt actually prove anythink

sorry if this is confusing

[Buttercup.]

Aw, hun. I'm sorry you are having a rough time. I know it's hard to believe, but numbers are just numbers. And the post above is so true. There are so many different factors that determine pant size. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better. But I'm here if you want to talk.

Jess x