Triggering (SI) - struggling

silverfaerychild · 15-04-2010, 06:15 AM

i am struggling but its differnt..instead of wanting to cut...i am wanting to actually cry... but its hard for me to cry ..

and its hard...and i just feel so alone even though i have friends and family and people who care bout me..

i just am...blah

lozza · 15-04-2010, 08:41 AM

sometimes when I feel like I want/need to cry but I cant...
I find snuggling up to something soft and cuddly helps a bit... just being able to feel I am in a safe and cozy place... that I dont have to fake any masks...

I noticed that you posted a few hrs ago... how are you going now?
I hope your ok

Ginger_666 · 15-04-2010, 11:51 AM

Hey,
Hope your feeling a lil better.
If you still need a god cry you could try watching a really sad movie. I don't know if it will help but...

Hang in there aye

one_step_closer · 15-04-2010, 11:55 AM

Do any of your friends or family know how you are feeling? Maybe you would feel less alone if there was someone who you could confide in. We are all here for you. Take care.

silverfaerychild · 15-04-2010, 03:56 PM

i..am still blah..

i whiched shocked me is i had my first thought of suicide in ages..and i..i am...stunned it happend

silverfaerychild · 16-04-2010, 04:09 AM

does pressing your finger nail into your hand count as cutting ?