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Old 30-06-2009, 11:58 PM   #1
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Triggering (SI) - shizzle - need to..

sorry sorry sorry
but

me + depression + trigger + razor = AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

crap shizzle damn screw it eeks
need to want to must do it
need to do this
have to cut
cut
cut..........


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Old 01-07-2009, 12:50 AM   #2
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*hugs*
Please, try and distract yourself as much as possible.
You'll feel so much better to know that you beat it.
I know you can do it.
Pm me if you want to talk.
Stay strong.
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Old 01-07-2009, 12:54 AM   #3
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*Hugs* You can fight this sweetheart, try and keep yourself distracted. Do you wanna talk about what made you feel like this? Take care
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Old 01-07-2009, 12:58 AM   #4
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Please keep fighting!
You can do this. Is there anybody around that you could just even sit with so you are not alone and so you are safe?
From your posts i can tell you are getting stronger. you can fight this.
do you know what it is that triggered you? i hope you are ok
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Old 01-07-2009, 04:20 AM   #5
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you CAN beat this urge, even though it feels impossible. distract yourself as best you can.



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Old 01-07-2009, 09:24 AM   #6
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i did
i beat it
i got through!!!!

i dont know how!! but i have!!
thanks for the replies!!!



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Old 01-07-2009, 03:00 PM   #7
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YAYAYAYAY!!! YOU DID ITT!!! AMAZZZZING!!! YAYAY!!! *gives big giant happy cuddle* great job!!! :D:D:D
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Old 01-07-2009, 04:00 PM   #8
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Im so happy !!
YOU DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
im proud of you:)
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Old 01-07-2009, 05:38 PM   #9
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me too :)

HOWEVER

today i found out my bank account has had a considerable amount of money taken from it - i've had my details stolen and somebody has been spending all my money on kitchens and stuff
i have an under 19's account - am i really going to be buying kitchens???
anyhow the stress has caused me to crack
and all i could do was go to college where i knew somebody could help me
so i stupidly drove whilst crying (whilst maybe also texting and calling friends to see who was available)
its been a horrific day and i cut once in college but i was so out of control crying and shaking and panicing i knew i had to stop because i had no control over the skaing and so ran into my friends arms
luckily my student service person is amazing and he told me what i needed to do - so i have done that
and i will get my money back and a new card!!
but its so disheartening to know that at 18 you can have your details stolen and people spending what little you earn
sorry - thats a bit long - kinda needed to vent that!

i'm sorry i failed today! but it was one mistake! :(



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Old 02-07-2009, 05:07 AM   #10
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oooh!! i am SOOO sorry!! golly... you point me to who stole your details and ill personally gut them clean.
tho really they deserve more than that. staking and burning, maybe :\
grrrrrrr...
die ye identity thefts!!!! DIE!!!
oh but that is great your student service person was so amazing.. and its great you shall get your new card :)
hope things will only get better and better and better from here on :)
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Old 02-07-2009, 06:52 AM   #11
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hey, serriously go you for getting through that urge!!!



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Old 02-07-2009, 12:54 PM   #12
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Hey hun
Don't beat yourself up over slipping up, you did really good the other day fighting through the urges. Its just one slip up, you can pick yourself up again and try again. Glad your student services person was able to help in regards with the bank stuff. Take care
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