I have posted here a lot, so I thought it would be suitable to write the note here.
I have no choice but to go on holiday tomorrow (3rd September). I am supposed to be coming back to London on the 13th of September. I cannot convince my Mother that the plane will be sabotaged so I have no choice.
However the plane that I will go on tomorrow is going to be sabotaged by the People. The Men in Suits and the voices have been warning me about this for a long time. So I may not come out of it alive.
I may never see you all again.
I just wanted to say thank you everyone for being so kind and helpful.
I'm not scared any more. I've accepted fate and what will happen to me. There is no escape. I will take several sleeping pills when I go on the plane so hopefully I will be too dopey to realise my own death.
Thank you.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I really wish you all the best while you're away, I'm sure you will arrive fine (if a little doped up from the meds!), and maybe if you plan on doing the same for the return flight it might make it easier for you to handle.
Looking forward to hearing about the holiday as I'm sure you'll be back :)
xxxx
I hope that things go well and it helps you to understand that some of these things that you are feeling are not entirely correct. Take care of yourself.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Know you won't be reading this till you get back but i hope it doesnt go too badly. I hope ur pleased that its proved to u that 'the people' arent trying to kill you. im sorry that ur probably going to be scared on the journey bcos of what u believe, and i hope uv taken meds to calm u down.
look forward to seeing u back and posting and i hope u arent feeling as bad as u have been when u get back.
[[many hugs to you]]
Thank you for the replies. I am in an internet cafe. I will be leaving Rome tomorrow, thankfully. I've been hating this holiday for several reasons, including my complete dis-interest in art and history, and my hatred of hot weather. I will update later properly, but I actually stopped taking my meds for a few days but went back on them when the hallucinations got worse.
I'll update properly when I get home.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Claire, I am sorry that I didn't tell you. I assumed that I had txted everyone and I put this post up on this website to make sure.
The holiday wasn't too bad for about half of the time. The other half of the time I was extremely homesick and thought I was going to explode in the middle of the Vatican.
What was amusing though is that almost every time I entered a church with my Mother to look at the paintings, a large amount of blasphemous songs entered my head and played on repeat.
I am quite worried at the moment; I have commited Thoughtcrime and my Mother and I are in danger as a result.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Hey glad your back.i missed ya lots.i think Jen and the others have said/asked most of what i was gonna but just wanted to reply to let you know ive read and am here for you.im sorry your going through all this.How are you doing/feeling now?
i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Hey glad your back.i missed ya lots.i think Jen and the others have said/asked most of what i was gonna but just wanted to reply to let you know ive read and am here for you.im sorry your going through all this.How are you doing/feeling now?
Please see my other post, it may clear up a few confusions. I missed you too, you are a very kind and supportive person. I feel like I have labyrinthitis (I've had it before) and I feel apprehensive about tomorrow's commencement of Vigilance.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Ditto ^^, i am glad your back too. You post around here often with good advice - i think i have said that before, so it is noticed when your gone.
Again, if there is anything any of us can help you with just let us know :)
That is very touching of you to say, especially the part I have put in bold. You must not forget that your advice is hugely valuable and if you were to disappear off you would be missed.
Thank you.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Im sending another thank you,
Seriously, i do notice when your not around and hence finding your holiday thread and catching up on anything ive missed.
I hope you feel better soon, i hate that you [and other members aswell] are going through a hard time.
x
Hard times are tough, but somehow we always get through them because we're strong.
Where do you live?
How are you?
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Here is an angel of healing i drew for everyone needing that extra hope... God bless you all and i wish you a speedy recovery...
