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Old 19-11-2008, 08:14 PM   #1
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Triggering (Suicide) - Sorry another post from me

Tomorrow I see my gp. She is truely an angel. The best person I have seen in all the years of being in the 'services' A few weeks ago she asked if I thought if respite would be helpful, I said no, even though deepdown I thought maybe.

I mentioned it to my Social Worker yesterday and she is pretty ***** anyway and didn't really talk about it much apart from asking what I thought it would help with then said well we got 5 mins left so lets book next weeks app. (despite me saying I was feeling ready to die now)

So I am going to discuss it is my GP tomorrow.
I'm not sure what to expect but at least she is more willing to listen to my ideas and worries. Maybe she will talk to my SW. Suggest some IP admission or respite or something.

Anything to halt this disatraous spiralling down that I can see ending in something VERY bad.

So Fingers crossed it goes Ok. I need something so badly right now.



I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom


i'm tired of chasing my dreams.
i'm just gonna ask where they're going,
and hook up with them later.

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Old 19-11-2008, 11:26 PM   #2
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ah kelpie, im so proud of you. this is a really good step to be considering, glad you have a good gp it really makes all the difference!!

think ip/respite sounds a good idea. hopefully you will get some more intensive treatment with people that are very skilled in that area.

good luck tomorrow,let us know how it goes xx



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Old 20-11-2008, 02:57 AM   #3
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your GP sounds great. talk to her more about it. it best to speak to some one htat you can feel comfortable with x





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Old 20-11-2008, 10:16 AM   #4
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I'm seeing her in hour and half.
Had a dreadful night of SI and bad dreams. Feel s*** phiscally and mentally I hope I manage to get out what I wanna say to her.



I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom


i'm tired of chasing my dreams.
i'm just gonna ask where they're going,
and hook up with them later.

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Old 20-11-2008, 12:58 PM   #5
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Hugs. Best of luck. How did the appointment go?



PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.

I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.


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Old 20-11-2008, 06:31 PM   #6
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I posted it in other thread in the serious disscussion thingy.
I'm exhusted and messed up.
There is a little girl in my house.



I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom


i'm tired of chasing my dreams.
i'm just gonna ask where they're going,
and hook up with them later.

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