These are normal feelings of BPD, indeed. However, that does not mean that it is okay for you to feel this way and that you cannot control it.
Maybe you can just have a calm discussion with your boyfriend (without going off at him) about how you feel about all the girls he's friends with oh his list? One possibility is that they are adding him and he is just adding them anyway, not knowing how you feel. He can look at other girls for fun, but he does not love them. He loves you and it can show by him leaving your comment there.
I hope it works out fine and that you begin to feel better.
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