Triggering (SI) - Bad night

onthisfatefulday · 20-07-2009, 11:51 PM

I'm having a really bad night...I miss my ex boyfriend, and I called him, I know it's wrong, after what he did to me, but I miss him...
I've just cut myself...I feel so useless...

PassedExpectations · 21-07-2009, 12:22 AM

you're not useless, not at all. Take care of yourself. *hugs*

Wakeful Dreamer. · 21-07-2009, 06:23 AM

Aw, don't think that.
Things'll get better. Just stick it out, stay strong, and stay safe.
*hugs*
Want to talk about it?

laughingdoll · 21-07-2009, 06:49 AM

Hey there,
I'm sure you certainly arn't useless at all.
I'm sorry to hear that you self harmed.
*Hugs you*
Do you know what made these feelings about wanting to speak to your ex boyfriend come back?

I'm here if you want to talk - anytime.

Louise. xx

lifeasasymptom · 21-07-2009, 01:36 PM

It's natural to miss someone who was special, even if, as it sounds, they did something bad to you. Emotions are messy.

I'm sorry you SI'd. *huggles*

Try to let yourself love yourself a little. You aren't useless, you're just going though a rough patch.

my love.
xx

TinkerDebs · 21-07-2009, 04:09 PM

your not useless
not at all

i hope that you can look after your injuries and youself!

i know its hard when you miss someone but sometimes its just easier to talk with someone we know and someone we once trusted even if there had been bad times with them - i gues its how wwe are as peopple
we go with what we know even if we know its wrong

try to look after yourself hun
how are you feeling today?

Wakeful Dreamer. · 22-07-2009, 02:05 AM

You feeling better today? *hugs*

onthisfatefulday · 22-07-2009, 04:29 PM

So, he called me today and asked if I wanted to meet up, I said no.
I'm quite pleased I said no, and that I could.
Today is a better dayfor this problem I think.

Wakeful Dreamer. · 22-07-2009, 11:36 PM

That's good you did something you feel happy about. = ) Keep it up.