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Forum: Forum and Community Questions 19-11-2014, 03:36 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 2,050
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Who Updates the Home Page?

I barely come to RYL anymore (which is kind of a good thing. I only tend to come here when things are hard) but the first thing I noticed was that the homepage was exactly the same and a year behind....
Forum: Veterans Board 03-06-2013, 04:19 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 501
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Feeling kind of the same... I have a huge list of...

Feeling kind of the same... I have a huge list of alternative releases to cutting, I just have trouble using them in the moment :/
Forum: Veterans Board 28-05-2013, 04:04 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 501
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Really want to quit but keep getting worse

I've been struggling with quitting for a good 6 months or more now. I have been able to go a few months at a time, but it seems like THIS slip up I can't seem to get a grip on my recovery again. I'm...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-05-2013, 06:02 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 547
Posted By IdleButDeadly
I use to have trouble eating, and now I seem to...

I use to have trouble eating, and now I seem to have gone the other direction and could lose some weight too! Like you, it's not like I'm overly obese or anything, but could lose some weight to be...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-05-2013, 05:50 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 2,048
Posted By IdleButDeadly
For me, personally, I think the reason for...

For me, personally, I think the reason for harming in an "obvious place" is usually a combination of reasons! For example, sometimes (and it really all boils down to what exactly I'm feeling during...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-05-2013, 04:11 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 446
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Thank you for your kind replies. I know I...

Thank you for your kind replies.

I know I shouldn't have lied to my counselor, but I didn't have time... I talked to Jared yesterday about what happened, he told me he wasn't mad at me or mad I was...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-05-2013, 04:16 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 446
Posted By IdleButDeadly
I failed, again.

I made it just over 3 months and self harmed again. Bad. Started talking to my counselor about my mom and have been slowly falling apart ever since. Yesterday I had to leave my appointment early to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 01-05-2013, 04:30 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 437
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Thanks everyone for your honest opinions (even...

Thanks everyone for your honest opinions (even though I asked for lies haha). I kina figured it "counted", and deep down I know that it shouldn't really matter because it was just a little slip up...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-04-2013, 03:12 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 437
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Does it still count?

Okay, this is going to be a pretty trivial stupid question, but see I've been super proud of being 3 months SH free, but I feel kind of guilty at the same time because I DID hurt myself... so...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-04-2013, 04:00 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 524
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Coconut oil works well on skin too!

Coconut oil works well on skin too!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-04-2013, 03:56 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 391
Posted By IdleButDeadly
If you're not ready then you're not ready, but...

If you're not ready then you're not ready, but the important thing is to always give it a try I think! I thought a lot like you before I met my current counselor. I've been seeing him for a year now...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-02-2013, 02:33 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 379
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Thanks everyone *hugs*

Thanks everyone *hugs*
Forum: Fun and Distractions 23-02-2013, 07:06 AM
Replies: 4,380
Views: 232,117
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Blanket my boyfriends mom made me red?

Blanket my boyfriends mom made me

red?
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-02-2013, 05:24 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 379
Posted By IdleButDeadly
1 month

I've survived a month :)
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-02-2013, 05:23 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,140
Posted By IdleButDeadly
I was on seroquel for several years, it was the...

I was on seroquel for several years, it was the easiest drug I've taken as far as side effects go. It was quite some time ago, so I don't remember about the eye, but it knocked me on my butt every...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 23-02-2013, 05:19 AM
Replies: 633
Views: 44,441
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Tom petty's zombie zoo

Tom petty's zombie zoo
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-02-2013, 12:03 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 451
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Thank you all so much for your concern and...

Thank you all so much for your concern and replies.
I don't get onto RYL as often as i use to. I find if I'm on here too much it's just triggering, and not enough I don't feel I have enough...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-02-2013, 01:30 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 451
Posted By IdleButDeadly
3 weeks...

I've made it three weeks... I'm experiencing only what I can describe as "withdrawal". It's driving me insane. I've come so close to relapse so many times.

my arms ache with longing
my legs wont...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-02-2013, 10:37 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 508
Posted By IdleButDeadly
*hugs* thank you all for reply and your...

*hugs* thank you all for reply and your concern!

I managed to postpone SH... "make it through the next minute" was what I kept telling myself, until eventually it passed.

Still not sleeping all...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-02-2013, 04:24 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 508
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Triggered and alone

I'm trying SO hard to quit... Yesterday I was triggered in my counseling appointment (which I'm going I every week now since I decided to make an honest effort)... I'm almost two Weeks since I last...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-02-2013, 05:33 PM
Replies: 48
Views: 1,857
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Awe, what a fantastic thread :) I do not need to...

Awe, what a fantastic thread :)

I do not need to cut because I do have the tools to deal with my emotions in a more constructive and positive manner

I do not need to cut because I am worth more and...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 04-02-2013, 10:45 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 547
Posted By IdleButDeadly
I've been with my boyfriend on and off 10 years...

I've been with my boyfriend on and off 10 years now (more on than off so we're still counting the years lol). I've self harmed for 12, so he's been through a LOT of it with me. At first I always...
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2013, 01:56 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 510
Posted By IdleButDeadly
Strawberries, Blueberries & White Choc Chips...

Is quite possibly the most amazing combination for a snack.

Thought I'd share that, as this is a delicious snack that needs to be shared with the world!!

What's YOUR favorite food/combination that...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-01-2013, 01:39 AM
Replies: 1,121
Views: 32,002
Posted By IdleButDeadly
I made it to page 30-something... I couldn't read...

I made it to page 30-something... I couldn't read anymore... I'm so confused and lost. Though I suppose this did help me keep from hurting myself by distracting me! So Thank you for that!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-01-2013, 12:27 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 435
Posted By IdleButDeadly
I know the feeling completely... even when my...

I know the feeling completely... even when my cuts turn into scars that bugs me. I actually explained it to my counselor last session as: "it's like you drew a beautiful picture that has deep meaning...
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