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Forum: Creativity and Reviews 28-10-2021, 10:17 PM
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Views: 15,016
Posted By bellatrix1993
Poem (may trigger)

A silence louder than words,
Secrets and lies fill my world,
This was our secret collusion,
My safety is still an illusion,
# Me to now so well known,
So why do I still feel bitterly alone.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2017, 01:10 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,375
Posted By bellatrix1993
Dont think it will help dont know if anything...

Dont think it will help dont know if anything will so shouldnt of posted sorry
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-03-2017, 05:54 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,375
Posted By bellatrix1993
My care co-ordinator has retired and i dont know...

My care co-ordinator has retired and i dont know the new one
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-03-2017, 12:09 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,375
Posted By bellatrix1993
Important i dont feel real may be triggering not sure

I feel seperate like i'm not really here or human, i feel like i'm not worth being on earth as i dont fit anywhere and i'm not a part of the living i dont know how to cope or continue and i dont feel...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-01-2012, 10:54 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,919
Posted By bellatrix1993
dont know if i can waiting to find out having...

dont know if i can waiting to find out having tests in a week
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-01-2012, 09:44 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,919
Posted By bellatrix1993
can you adopt if you've been sectioned

i realy want kids in the future i'm 18 at the moment and know you cant adopt until your 21 but i'm having my hormone levels checked and a scan to see if i can have kids and if i cant i would want to...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 31-05-2009, 02:33 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 628
Posted By bellatrix1993
Thanks for the comments everyone i'm writing some...

Thanks for the comments everyone i'm writing some more at the moment and will try post more up next weekend
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-05-2009, 10:07 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 628
Posted By bellatrix1993
No title Yet

This story is about my own experience i've found it helpfull writing it down feedback would be appreshiated, i cant get online much though at the moment so may not reply straight away as can only get...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-04-2008, 08:47 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,284
Posted By bellatrix1993
no nothing works but i cant deel with the flash...

no nothing works but i cant deel with the flash backs i feel so bad right now and i cant stop thinkin about how much easier it would be if i just killed myself so if i dont reply you know why
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-04-2008, 09:52 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,284
Posted By bellatrix1993
i couldnt help myself i got drunk again last...

i couldnt help myself i got drunk again last night because i couldnt deel with the flash backs, i realy tried not to drink but it didnt work, i'm not living with my dad anymore and i'm seeing a...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 24-04-2008, 04:28 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,284
Posted By bellatrix1993
Important nowhere left to hide

i've stopped drinking for health reasons but drinking was my only way of blocking out and trying to cope with my past ( i was physicaly and sexualy abused by my my dad) but now i'm struggeling to...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 23-04-2008, 04:11 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 4,459
Posted By bellatrix1993
yes i'm gettin help i'm going to see a counselor...

yes i'm gettin help i'm going to see a counselor but its hard to talk about
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 23-04-2008, 08:37 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 4,459
Posted By bellatrix1993
recovering from abuse

i recently told the police about my dad physicly and sexualy abusing me and am n ow in foster care, even though i'm now safe i'm still struggeling to cope and need some help and advise.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-04-2008, 09:19 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,701
Posted By bellatrix1993
if you want to talk to me thats fine my msn is...

if you want to talk to me thats fine my msn is jlpink@hotmail.co.uk i might be online later today
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-04-2008, 05:28 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,113
Posted By bellatrix1993
i self harmed for years after i was abused by my...

i self harmed for years after i was abused by my dad so i kind of know what your going through i stoped self harming a few weeks ago, when i talked it through with my councelor she said it would be...
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