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I battle goes on
I've had the same boyfriend for 8 months even though i knew he was a jerk. He always yelled at me for cutting but he tried to help somtimes too. We got to serouis to soon he presured me into having sex with him it seemed like thats all he wanted. After then we fell apart we got into more fights and over stupid crap I ened up cutting more because of him, We had a pregnacy scare about three months ago. I got so scared and he wanted me to get rid of it but i couldn't, I didn't tell my parents but his best friends mom helped me... The baby was all that was keeping us together, Then the day before thanksgiving I lost the baby:crying: And that night he found out that i'd been talking to his friend about everything and he broke up with me and yelled at me and i cut again. He never stoped yelling at me that night I was up all night crying and trying to stop the bleeding. He seemed like the best thing in my life but we fight all the time and he seems to be the big reason why i cut. But i love him and i couldn't dream of letting him go.... Now i'm struggling between SI and an ED, I could never talk to my parents about anything i don't want them to hate me... What should i do?
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You don't deserve his awfulness. He will only serve to destroy you.
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*Hugs* Im very sorry about what you have been through. Im sure your parents wouldnt hate you if you spoke to them about things. You dont deserve him, you deserve much better than that. Would you consider getting proffessional support? I reallly think that you need to talk to a proffessional about things. You have been through a very difficult time and it sounds like you could do with some extra support. Im sorry that you lost the baby. Please stay strong, you can get through this. Could you talk to your parents? If you find it to difficult talking to them face to face perhaps you could write a letter to them? Keep talking to us.
Take care all the best Ian |
Hun,
as already said, maybe you should get some professional help for you SI and ED? I'm sorry to hear you lost your baby, must of been hard. *HUGS* Take care. xo. |
yeah lossing the baby was very hard and i still havn't got over it...
I can't get professional help because i couldn't tell my prents |
Hugs. Are you under 16?
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yeah i am, i'm turning 15 but i was preganant before my 14 birthday
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