can YOU/ ANYONE see me?
 

i got drunk tonight.
i cut tonight.
i went to A&E tonight

and once again i was invisible.

i could hear them talking about me like i wasnt there 'poor girl' ' silly girl ' ' leave her to it' it kinda hurt actually. hearing them say it like i didnt already know it, what the hell did they think im here for flu injection ?! only went cos its the only semi safe place i know.

once i again i got treat like i had the plague. patch me up and send me on my way - even tho they knew im suicidal, they knew ive been drinking and well over limit to drive myself home. they knew i was only in two days ago and will do it again,

BUT hey whats it matter im just some silly little kid anyway. right.

its over. enough. ive had enough to take to much now.

I'm so sorry you had that experience. That's unprofessional of them. I really don't have anything useful to say except you don't deserve to be treated that way, and that I hope you can stay safe... We're here for you.

basically the same as facet. i'm really sorry that happened to you, what they were doing was just cruel.
Are you okay now? What's wrong?

I'm sorry they treated you like this. Of course, you did the sensible thing to go to hospital, which takes a lot of courage to do, and they obviously oversaw that. Please don't do it again, I'm saying that for you, not for myself. You were putting yourself in danger, especially driving over the limit. Your safety is very important.
I'm sorry you have had such bad experiences with people, but remember there are professionals out there, who are understanding and very helpful and trustworthy.
Take care x

Hey sweetie,
I'm sorry to hear you had such a bad time at the hospital. I can understand why you'd feel hurt by the things they said. *HUGS* Are you getting any professional help/support? Take care, hun. xo.

thanks for your comments everyone, not that i deserve them.

i did it to myself so i deserve to be treated like crap.

im trying to get help. but so far its useless my cpn is going on holiday and she not really bothered about me, other then her i have no one =[

i wanna do it again.

please don't try again hunni, im sorry i dont have much advice atm but nobody wants to see u get hurt *safe cuddles*

please take care of urself, we're here for you

xxxxxxx