How the Hell to tell someone --BEFORE CUTTING????
 

Simple to say you will tell them if you fell like it. But something happened day before yesterday...reasons why I am alienating myself.

I made the promise..to my boss and owner. I made cat scratch.. told one who told them.
Tough love...she was irrate..stated I stabbed her in the back. I wanted to do it till i was dead..or shoot myself with the thing in the closet.

So after 30 years...trying to get help..how does one say "I have something , I feel pressure, I want to, I am going to..."


Her words echo the whole day. I feel like a failure. It is hard to let go. I t is hard to speak emotion that tears from within.

Help me,
Rain

I understand.
No words, but I do understand Rain. xxxx

I don't think I can help but wanted to let you know I understand.

*hugs*

Hey Rain *hugs* I agree with you that it is one of the most difficult things in the world to say, perhaps you could tell her this or send her a really nice card saying sorry, but I can't? I just wanted to say, I too understand and hope that she will do too.

No words at the moment, but big hugs to you xxx

I do care xxx

Jade xxx